edit: Behold the climax of arrogance, self delusion, and obsession. It's a bit before this that I decide I can try to fucking...feh, I can't even say it, it's ash in my mouth. I decide spontaneously, that I can do *something* for a person potentially thousand of miles away. Oh how important I thought I was.
The Sage of Nothing has a dilemma... to try to find Nessa in person, and rescue her, face the monster, and his growing army...or to put her aside for the greater good.
all good is great
I hear you screaming, save her, my heart screams it as well. how can I not? I have to save her, but I don't know the way. I don't even know where she is.
Greenlight's hurt bad...I have a serious question for him. And until I get that answer, I don't know what my purpose is now.
does it mean him, or Nessa? Does it matter? Well, yes, just a little,
she just said 'stay away, please...' she's still 'there' but corrupted.
of all the soul wrenching things. he baits me, he lets her live, and taunts me, he wants me to show up, so he can kill me...or maybe all of us. anyone, just to drive the point home
I said my goodbyes to Nessa, for the day, but not forever.
and I have never felt like such scum before.
pale despair before me